Gamma Waves

what will I see

flash before my eyes

as Spirit leaves this physical

encasement?

what memories are so seminal

on this Journey,

so seared in Consciousness

as to be worthy of recollection

before the last exhalation?

have I experienced

such moments

yet?

maybe the death of my fatherย  –

that wailing scene?

or sitting with my beloved

grandmother on her last days?

or memories of bliss-full times

spent alone

in The Woods

basking in The Magnificence

and Oneness ๐Ÿ™?

maybe going way back

to before

departure from the womb,

crawling up to my mother’s Heart,

to what was known, safe, soothing.

maybe there’ll be images with my first Love,

hand in hand – touching, stroking, desperately reaching?

or my first trip abroad  –

the fulfillment of my wildest dream?

no idea

what will flash

before my eyes

leaving this Realm.

doesn’t matter,

truly Grateful ๐Ÿ™

for it all!

out of Sight, out of Heart

I forgot about you,

kidnapped

“living” underground

for years

amid  “strangers”ย  –

fellow humans

traumatized

traumatizing

using you

as mere means to a bitter end

playing a destructive game

of cat & mouse

in an endless cycle of

tit for tat.

I forgot about you

focused on the thousands

above ground

having their ground

children

lives

shattered to pieces

relentlessly

by the traumatized

traumatizing.

I could see them.

I couldn’t see you.

Out of sight,

Out of Heart,

I learned

about self –

humbled,

horrified,

human.

True Peace

can there be

True Peace

where there is

no re-pair

after harms

and ruptures,

no amends made,

no truths expressed

nor apologies extended

for sustained reconciliation?

this feels like

seeds being sowed

that may

ultimately reap

more violence

more trauma

more broken ๐Ÿ’” ness

more hatred and

sense-less destruction.

can there ever be

True Peace

where The Feminine voice

is left out,

where Love has been

forgotten

and diplomacy severely

abandoned,

where toxic masculinity

reigns

and unbridled arrogance

pats itself on the back?

how to cultivate

True Peace

in the midst of blatant

inequality,

where tenderness

and care

are nowhere

and domination

is centered?

do we even know what

True Peace

is

any longer?

have we ever?