fill what was once occupied,
what once could bear life inside.
fill it with Light;
fill it with Words;
fill it with Music;
fill it with Wisdom;
fill it with much Love.
fill it, please
with all of these.
fill it so the void
don’t spread
to my head.
fill it
so that I can choose, always,
Life
instead.
You emptied me.
now, to overflow,
fill me.
make me
a vessel,
a vehicle,
a channel.
then, pour from me
abundantly and continuously
until I return home,
to Thee.
I see a Need
and I fill It-
no questions asked
no hesitation born of self-doubt.
No, I just do It now –
do the Thing that beckons me,
scares me,
that which was meant for me only.
I do It with
the who I am,
what I have,
what I know
in this space and time.
What may now elude me
will eventually find me,
bringing the resources
I did not need
to immediately
heed and proceed.
You see, I, the Doer,
Trust
wholeheartedly – I simply must!
I trust in me,
steeped in a Power,
an inner knowing
beyond what I can comprehend
and see.
And of the inevitable obstacles,
but mere opportunities,
endless possibilities
to fulfil a sacred
responsibility
to be always in service to
our humanity.
Lord,
I beseech you (yet again)
tell me
guide me
loudly and very clearly (please)
As to what I am
to do
to be
so that I may proceed
newly focused and accordingly.
At times, My Lord,
I grow so weary,
burdened with existential angst
and near constant worry,
not feeling remotely worthy.
Just
alone,
lonely,
needy,
profoundly empty.
From here,
nowhere to go nor to be,
only to draw
ever nearer and nearer to
Thee.
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