still,
the most perfect
of my life.
back then,
I, a relative neophyte,
standing in unfamiliar land
with a seasoned ladies’ man.
he, skilled in the art of
seduction and tease.
me, scared, excited
and so very intrigued.
he, leans in
confidently.
me, inside, trembling
nervously.
our lips
lock
instantaneously.
my heart
stops-
literally.
in me,
some things have shifted-
a veil, heavy weights
have been lifted.
suddenly, inexplicable-
as if from an old
body memory-
I can give
and receive
pleasure
in equal measure.
exploring, digging ever deeper,
for boundless treasure
within, first, myself
and, then thus, the “other.”
I am
no longer me, no we-
just utter and complete transparency.
I have become untethered and free!
the depth, the intensity,
makes me oh so heady!
the Kiss
becomes an intricate dance-
at times, a fiery flamenco,
next a little funky disco-
we’re lost inside an exquisite trance.
so sublime,
we’ve no sense of space and time.
who am I?